MATHS.

I hate maths.
I want to drop it.

And I am, if my mum says yes.

She has to say yes. No matter what. Or else I won't have the emotional support to actually drop it and may continue it until I die.

I told her this morning and she confronted me again when picking me up after school.
"Do you have to drop maths?"
"Did you even try hard in maths?"
"If you had problems last year why didn't you tell me so I could arrange a tutor?"
"Maths is important you know."

No.
No no NO.

I could have told her I'm dropping and not let her have a say in it.
But I wanted her opinion, or at least ask her to think about it; because I respect her.
I want her to have a say in my life. She has always let me off easy, so I doubt she knows anything about school or how much I hate it sometimes.

That doesn't matter though.
I don't want maths in my life.
I hope she lets me drop. Or else I'm gonna have a breakdown 'cause maths is such a shitty subject for me and I'll be forced to continue because I respect her wishes.

Funny. Forced to continue because I respect her.
I never knew respect went that far.

Sister & Caramel.

I did say I was going to blog more frequently. Though I doubt anyone knows at the moment :X

Firstly... My sister chucked a hissy PMS fit last night at like 2AM.

Sis:"What the fuck Nola?! Why the hell are you still up?! Go to fucking sleep already!"

Myself: "Errr... I can sleep whenever I want to dude. Not like I need a lot of sleep.."

Sis: "You have school! Fuck, don't you care about school?! It's late already!! Go to fucking bed."

Myself: "Woah man. Chill. What's wrong with you? I'm doing alright in school already. It's okay."

Sis: "JUST GO TO FUCKING SLEEP."

Myself: "... -turns off computer- Gee.. I was gonna sleep anyways.. You don't need to yell."

Then I went into the bathroom and when I walked back out my sister was full facing the toilet door.

Sis: "Hey man. Sorry for yelling at you. I was just pissed at you, but not you. It's late and you should've slept."

Myself: "...-thinking: WTF MAN-.... Er... Okay... I'm going to sleep now. Shut the lights when you're done."

And I just crawled into bed, thinking that was the angriest she has gotten towards me in like, months. CREEPY. SOOO CREEPY.. this is what PMS does to you. At least that's my excuse for her.

AND. INTRODUCING CARAMEL.


I LOVE YOU CARAMEL. ;___;
I'm not crazy, bishes. D;

He's dirty. With pen marks and dust.. He needs a shower badly.




And on a more recent note... I've been sleeping real late every night because of Harvest Moon. ;__; LOVE THAT GAME. OMG. D: I played it ages and ages ago and completed everything.. so now I just wanted to come back and play again. ;D //is such a nerd.


Urgh, I hate winters. But that's where I'm up to. Winters are so slow... I mine a lot to make money and mining takes so much time. Urgh.



That's all for now. (: <3
Nothing new.

Over.

It's alright. It's okay.
Everything's fine.

It's better than any other outcome at least.
He's fine. Or so the other one says.

It's over now. Isn't it?
...Damn it.

我们必须向前走...
他必须向前走.

忘记过去.